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Monday, 29 December 2008

  • 2008 Sum Up.

    2008 is almost over. In that little span of time, I was able to experience a lot of things. Some are not that good, some are really unforgettable. In the past twelve months, everything has its own highlight. Everything has its ups and downs. And in those months.. I failed. I succeed. I learned.

    Let me share to you a small piece of my year. I put the highlights of every month that had passed. Even though I was not able to post every happening lately, I hope this would sum it all up. :)

    JANUARY.
    - Got UPCAT results and passed.
    - The fight between a friend and I continued.
    - Got the NCAE results and grabbed a 99+ on Reading Comprehension. My average on General Subjects was 98.

    FEBUARY.
    - He made my Valentine's day special.
    - The fire started to extinguish itself.

    MARCH.
    - Got USTET results and passed.
    - Last Prom night.
    - Occupied by countless projects, and tiring graduation practices.
    - Mom found out about our relationship. Ö

    APRIL.
    - Graduation rights.
    - Bid goodbye to high school.
    - Graduation ball. The boring graduation ball.
    - My 16th Birthday.
    - Got hooked at One Tree Hill marathons.

    MAY.
    - College requirements. Hello, hello college life.
    - Dorm. Medical. STFAP. Enrollment. Centennial Freshman.

    JUNE.
    - Start of the First Semester.
    - Met the new set of people whom I'm going to spend my new life with.

    JULY.
    - Loads of school works to do.
    - Have a better connection with dorm mates.
    - Decided to join an organization but deferred because of a certain circumstance.

    AUGUST.
    - School works. School works. And then, school works.
    - Cza's birthday bash.

    SEPTEMBER.
    - LRP. More school works. Finals approaching.

    OCTOBER.
    - Finals week. Hell week, the hellest of all.
    - End of the First Semester.
    - First hang out with dorm mates' Cza, Elea, and Joyce. AYALA, baby.
    - The first taste of Sembreak.

    NOVEMBER.
    - Back to school. New set of subjects, professors, and classmates.
    - Tried out the organization I deferred before.. And finally, became a part of it.

    DECEMBER.
    - Faculty Follies. Had fun watching professors do crazy stuff.
    - The first taste of Icebag (Elbi Pie).
    - Christmas party with dorm mates. Super fun.
    - Christmas party with Soc.
    - Second Christmas with HIM.
    - Our first anniversary.

    Hm. Looking back, a lot actually happened in a little span of time. I didn't barely notice that the year is almost over. All in all, 2008 is one unforgettable year. Getting into college and experiencing all this stuff. I hope to have a better year on 2009.

    Happy New Year everyone. (:

  • Myself.

    It was not easy fitting in on a certain circle of people, especially if you are just forced to do so.

    How can you fit in when you perfectly know that they are a different type of person, and what they believe in, what they want, and what their personality is does not jive with yours?

    I find it hard to socialize, especially with them. Yes, they are nice, and is easy to get along with, but I could not feel the sense of belonging, that I am one of them. It is not easy. It will never be.

    Maybe time would answer my questions. Maybe I need some more space to realize that the answers are just in my face. Maybe I need to clear my head. Maybe, just maybe, I do not need to try too hard to get in. Maybe all I need is to be myself.

Thursday, 25 December 2008

  • MERRY CHRISTMAS.

    Christmas. A time for giving, A time for hope and love. A time to celebrate Christ's birth. A time to be happy.

    Years ago, we stopped the usual decorating of our house, buying gifts for everyone, and the Noche Bunea, which actually gave me the impression of the 'less' Christmas spirit. In those years, I felt like the '-ber' months does not make a difference anymore. For one, our family encountered something about the beliefs of the holiday, and another is that we have difficulties on our financial situation. However, we are still able to get through those Christmas, wearing a smile on our faces.

    This Christmas was not new at all. It was the usual visit from relatives on my mother's side, tiring preparations, and overflowing food. It was sad, having someone ignoring our undying efforts to prepare for Christmas. Even though there are a lot of things that are circling my head, I am still able to pick up myself and be able to go back to business, and actually enjoy things.

    The essence of Christmas is not material things nor big amounts of money, but the happiness that you feel at that day. It makes me feel good whenever that 'someone' participates on Christmas related activities and does one's best to bond with us. I don't ask for material things, I don't ask for money.. The only thing I ask is that, to get back to our old habits, enjoying Christmas, and hearing that person say "MERRY CHRISTMAS" to us. Though it is really hard for me to enjoy things when it is not actually enjoyable, I still do my best, and try to have fun at this eventful day.

    Life is never easy.. So as being happy. I hope you have a Merry Christmas. :)

Monday, 22 December 2008

  • Lalala.

    It's almost Christmas and counting. Four days from now, Christmas would come and the spirit of giving would be felt everywhere.

    Even though there are some circumstances that makes me feel the Christmas spirit a little less, I still do my best to make out of this special holiday.

    Anyways, since Christmas us approaching, I might as well put up the traditional wishlist, hoping that Santa Claus or someone would see and grant my wishes. :p

    Here are my top 3 wishes:

    1. Brand new phone. Any heavy duty phone with camera and mp3 player. (Wish Granted! Haha.)

    2. A laptop. I want it. And at the same time, need it. I often spend too much time at computer shops because of papers that I must finish.

    3. Books 12 and 13 of "A Series of Unfortunate Events". Or probably, a good book to kill boredome.

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    Well, I'll probably update it some other time and add more stuffs. But that's all that I can think of. Besides, my mom is asking me to prepare already because we're going out to buy groceries for Christmas. Another tiring day ahead! :)

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